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Crusader
I can't find anything you say that I disagree with!
I can't find anything you say that I don't agree with. I think the objective of OT I was supposed to deal with this to some degree, you were supposed to walk around in the beautiful outdoors, looking and touching trees, flowers and the like. I do not think there was any effort made to help one decide what game they wanted to play. That decision had alread been made for you by LRH and he wanted you to play only his game!
This key point in one's life right after clear is where organized Scientology drops the ball. Hubbard already makes the decisioin for you of what game YOU want to play. THAT IS WRONG!! That is where the bridge goes astray in my opinion which is a new awareness I just had while writing this. Just look, there is near universal agreement on ESMB that the lower part of the bridge is where the gains lie, the upper part seems to come up way short of what is promised and often is attended by cancer of one form or another.
Carmelo, you saw the writing on the wall and ultimately did decide on the game you wanted to play after going Clear. The results are impressive. Few of us who stayed in and did what Ron told us to do after we were Clear have had the kinds of success you have enjoyed since you left.
For us old timers, we can still learn much in our later years but for the younger viewers of the board your experience is of vital importance, it should act as a bellweather and lead to younger people choosing their own path in life, fulfilling their own dreams and not subjugating their dreams to the dreams of some fancied Guru.
Thank you Carmelo for sharing your incites with us!
Lakey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCT9naHt2oo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1cfTMdjkYM&feature=related
so I just got this extraordinary, and yet common, cognition, that I need to share. Feel free to contribute or refute. Cognitions are like that.
in Sci and life , we keep wanting to envision (postulate) positive outcomes.
If you look at or read my posts, you see a recurrent thread: my vision of an ideal scene.
it includes (in no particular order) orchards, vegetables, family, skiing, scuba, horses, dogs, cats, sex, children, surf, ocean , mountains, auditing, tech, anti standard tech, anti Co$, community, driving fast on curvy roads, risk taking, practical economic thought, etc.
Everyone, for the most part, looks at what they want as a positive.
When I went Clear in June of 1971, I was so huge and simple -- all I could really do was smile, laugh, lay by the pool, fondle Mary Jo, and watch The Mark of Zorro on TV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VTyPWvyAF8
eventually life imposed its ugly head.
I came down, got fired for being a flake, and set off on a new (old) path.
What I needed after the big blow out of Clear was something on the line of "What game do I want to play?"
by this I mean opposition, evil, randomity, and last but not least, my own identity for the game.
so much of the game I entered into was old opp terms, old rigid rules, old values.
I didn't look and make a new enlightened game, but shrank into the old tired one.
When I blow out PCs, I always ask if there is a (proverbial) freight train headed for them. I've found that blow outs are followed by crashes with someone / something.
Really what is needed is the enlightened being to review old games and create a new one fully that they can be the "legend in their own mind" game player.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xBHnm66y64
What do you think?
I can't find anything you say that I don't agree with. I think the objective of OT I was supposed to deal with this to some degree, you were supposed to walk around in the beautiful outdoors, looking and touching trees, flowers and the like. I do not think there was any effort made to help one decide what game they wanted to play. That decision had alread been made for you by LRH and he wanted you to play only his game!
This key point in one's life right after clear is where organized Scientology drops the ball. Hubbard already makes the decisioin for you of what game YOU want to play. THAT IS WRONG!! That is where the bridge goes astray in my opinion which is a new awareness I just had while writing this. Just look, there is near universal agreement on ESMB that the lower part of the bridge is where the gains lie, the upper part seems to come up way short of what is promised and often is attended by cancer of one form or another.
Carmelo, you saw the writing on the wall and ultimately did decide on the game you wanted to play after going Clear. The results are impressive. Few of us who stayed in and did what Ron told us to do after we were Clear have had the kinds of success you have enjoyed since you left.
For us old timers, we can still learn much in our later years but for the younger viewers of the board your experience is of vital importance, it should act as a bellweather and lead to younger people choosing their own path in life, fulfilling their own dreams and not subjugating their dreams to the dreams of some fancied Guru.
Thank you Carmelo for sharing your incites with us!
Lakey




