JennWonderful
Patron with Honors
Eeek...Jenn, you may not realize this, but Gotta was in a punishment detail in CofS called The Rehabilitation Project Force (RPF). She knows a lot about it.
One thing I know about it from reading and talking to those who were, is that people in the RPF are often not free to leave. As in deliberately kept captive. There are many many accounts of it. Further, the RPF is a punishment detail for staff members. Staff members do not pay to be in the cult. They work and they are often kept up nights without sleep and given lousy food and packed like sardines into awful rooms. They have their belongings gone through without their permission, too.
Now, if you or someone else were to point out that people join CofS out of choice, they'd be correct up to a point. When a person joins a group (nobody says "Hey, a mean cult that will enslave me! Where do I sign?") that they think is cool but which later turns out to be and have been a cult, bit by bit, their free will is stripped away. Not just from brainwashing, but from actual events wherein people literally hold them prisoner. CofS does it to staff. Plus even if you aren't staff, they blackmail other types of members into staying. That's not free choice.
I realize you didn't know this, but I'm letting you know now.
Also, what was this thing about posting about this thread on The Tipping Point? I'm a bit confused about that.
But in any event, I don't mind your being here and other than the Tipping Point forum question I have, I'm inclined to take you at face value. But you know, even if you were doing something else here, I think in the long run that discussing the possibility of someone being in the cult and not knowing what to do or understanding exactly what could happen are worthy of discussion, whether those involved truly exist or are fictional.
If you're for real, I don't know that your attitude is off kilter in any way, as has been suggested. I think that your posts would be in character for someone who did not have the depth of experience many here have had. And the frequent posting could be just the new toy phenom. I mean, on another thread someone said that your ceasing to discuss on this thread (I guess you disappeared for a little while) was a possible indication that you were OSA and yet we've got people saying that your coming in and replying a lot is an indication you are OSA. So let's see. If you stop arguing, well, it's cuz you were busted and are really in league with OSA. If you stick around and argue, it's because you are in league with OSA. Interesting conundrum!
Now as far as the contributor who said people here who seem mean are mainly just tired of bullshit, hmmm, maybe but only sorta. I think it's only true of those who lose their tempers in isolated circumstances. If it happens lots and lots, well, then something other than that is the case.
Of course, I had no idea. The only story I have read of someone that was in that environment was the guy interviewed in the Village Voice article posted a ways back and while he talked as though it wasn't pleasant he didn't say that it was so torturous either. That would be an awful thing to go through and would take a very long time to recover from. If you could even recover. That makes sense in that she seems like such a good person but there was something I didn't understand. No one should ever have to go through that. What I don't understand, if that so many people have been in these prisons why hasn't the government shut them down? That type of treatment should not be acceptable under any circumstances. It is illegal and immoral. Is this still happening? I hope she realizes that some of us that aren't familiar really have no idea and could never even begin to understand what that would be like. I have never heard of The Tipping Point? There was a post that someone quoted me as saying but it was someone making fun of me. Was it in that? Exactly. I can't win. I rarely start a post but reply to others. I feel obligated too. Some of the ones that make a crude remark or have posted the same thing I skip. But if someone genuinely posts to me or about me I feel I should answer. Not because I am OSA but because I think it is polite. I disappeared from the thread because I am ready for it to end. The only reason it serves now is to explain all that has already been explained a few times over. But then as you said I disappeared and then that made me OSA. I was outed! You can never make everyone happy I guess. This is the same as any forum. There are those that keep the insanity going, those that disagree with them and revert to PM's and then the moderators that try to make both sides see the good and bad of both. You have done an exceptional job of seeing the value in all sides!