Free Being Me
Crusader
ahhhh...
so good to see you here FBM...
the threads of disconnection are woven deep within the wrongful death of my firstborn son...
i am not in jail therefore i do not have a jailer. to say [HIGHLIGHT]i defend a jailer is a LIE[/HIGHLIGHT]
i do not stuff anything down anyone's throat ever since that fierce and fiesty dahrrter of clan o'hara ceased to make her lips accessible my long fat love hammer. neither you nor arnie nor HH nor degraded being nor freeminds nor any other poster stuffs anything down my throat. you all post and i read. and i also post. i post words. no one, you nor anyone else is tied to a chair with jaws held open while any substance material or immaterial is forced into your cake hole. to say i want to do so is a LIE.
when my lifelong best friend died of cancer i used the tools and skills i gained doing an honest study of auditing to substantially alleviate his physical pain and get him to such spiritual heights he was exterior from his body with perception of physical surroundings and then spent a day less than two weeks prior to hi death in spirits as high as any i'd seen in him in the thirty-six years i knew him. to call this sort of testimony "pro-cultist drivel" is a LIE
back in the eighties a black republican was elected to congress and when he got to washington the 22 black democrats who formed the black caucus were somewhat dismayed when he showed up to join them
but he had a unique right to be there
they were black. he was black.
many people here got screwed bad by CoS. i got screwed bad by CoS. someone who a white congressman doesn't have the right to caucus but someone who is black with a different politcal point of view does have that unique right. someone who has not been screwed real bad by CoS does not have the unique right to speak to people who have been screwed real bad of many things about the subject
or to put it in the ebonic vernacular FBM...
[offensive language redacted]
and as to your kindly offer to get me "the mental help" i so desperately and obviously need
tell me FBM...
what sort of mental is going to improve my disposition?
do you think i need some ECT to fry my brain such as was used to fry my fathers brain at massachusetts general hospital in 1966 and again in 1979 at the carrier clinic in new jersey. really be wonderful i got some of that wouldn't it? i certainly wouldn't be posting on esmb again for quite some time
or would just be satisfied to have me tranquilized with thorazine or haldol or stellarzine or prolixin so i could do "the thorazine shuffle" with convulsively twitching muscles and spittle drooling down my chin as i did in fact shuffle and drool at the VETERANS ADMINISTRATION hospital in bedford mass for several weeks in 1975
your tax dollars at work
yes FBM i'm sure you would happy to know commander birdsong was no longer posting on esmb because your tax dollars had him shuffling and drooling somewhere out of your sight and everyone else's as well
thank you so much for the generous and truly heartfelt offer you use to close your earnest post
but...
nein danke, non merci, no thank you...
Bird, this is the second time you've accused me of being a liar and now you're calling me [pejorative name]. Somehow I'm sure you will get away with it too as you continue derailing/hijacking threads and the board at will. I wonder why you're allowed to dilute and manipulate ESMB, a vital Ex resource, to the detriment of the rest of the community.
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