afaceinthecrowd
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Well Face,
I really appreciate your writing here on ESMB. Being of the generation starting from 1986 you have filled in some missing and mystery data.
I remember back when I did my staff stint, I always asked myself where are the old timers. I always wanted to met and talk with people from the Dianetics 1950 era up to PT. But one never could, no way to know who they were or are, no way to reach them. It was one of those missing things. And because it was missing, and still is within the confines of the CO$, I would forget about it, the thoughts of "where are the oldtimers?". It's the hardest thing to spot, "what's missing" and because you can't see it.
But, my thoughts have been answered. The secret of where are the oldtimers is out. Thank You and others who have posted their experiences.
Please do finish your book. You can always post it here.![]()
I hear you, Gib.

Because I got into Scn in the mid-sixties some of them Folks from the early 50's were still around and I got to interact with some of them and was fascinated by my chats with them.

Kinda like you, Gib, what I didn't know at that time--and would learn "the hard way" later--what was more important what was not what they said to me, but, what they did not say.
That's one of the reasons I have answered up to this personal curse of mine to finish Shooting Stars. I know what I have to say is, in the grand scheme of things, not of major importance at this time in the "Big Picture" and I truly wish that Julia Salmon, Don Breeding, Verne Townsend and a bevy of other true "Old Timers" I had the happenstance opportunity to chat with had lived to see the age of the Net and the opportunity to speak from their Hearts here, as I have now.

Face

Gonna miss ya, Face. 


for all your wonderful posts, for all your insightful comments, for all your memories, your stories, and sharing of yourself on ESMB.
Greetings Face. i'm a newbie by all standards, so far I've only read 50 pgs (of this thread), so bear with me as I come up to speed. Pls add my kudos to all the rest on great thread/story/writing and VWD on your "soul"searching and growth. I realize it won't carry much weight but for what its' worth. I for one fully and completely forgive you in your role as a "JudasGoat". Were it not for the fact "we" were willing sheep it would be a moot point.
We'll want a full and complete data dump from your concerning your time spent 'in', including but not limited to: any experiences with hubbard, time spent on ships, formation of the Sea Org, Sea Org missions, etc..
to Don Crom 3rd mo can, the Newbie veteran exSO!

