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lkwdblds

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Wow, what an exciting life that must have been! I didn't know that the Magic Flute had such a forerunner.

Today's opera scene is no longer fun. The modern productions are often awful. They evoke my killer instincts! I mostly watch older productions on DVD, done by genius directors like Zeffirelli, Otto Schenk and the like. But they had a good new "Tristan" in Milan, I liked that one!

Karl hasn't replied to my PM. Probably has other things to do. Me too :)



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Heidrun - Thanks for clearing up the singing story for me. By the way, I want to join in with the others, Blue Spirit, Sweetness and Carmelo about the post which you wrote about runing what is there. That advice seems to have resonated with everyone so far who has read it and I would also fall into that category. I had a related win, just while receiving a touch assist about 6 years ago at my local Org. I had received a CS from a Flag CS to get regular assists for my condition of high blood pressure. My local Org decided to give me a battery of assists at no charge, around 2003. I decided to take them up on it. That was a kind thing for them to do and I always give credit for acts of kindness when receiving them.

My auditor was a Class IV who claimed to be a natural Clear and I was an OT V completion. Her assists were Okay but just average. One day, my regular auditor had to audit someone else and so the Qual Sec replaced her and said he would give me my touch assist. This guy was either OT III or OT V and immediately when he entered the room, I liked him and picked up on his vibrations. When I closed my eyes for the OT version of the command, "Look at my finger" instead of "Feel my Finger" I immediately percieved a very active orange field around my body with all kinds of waves and particles moving around in it. I could clearly see his finger, as a black object, shaped like a finger coming towards me and knew just before the touch that he was about to touch me. Each touch was an electrifying happening and caused a lot of reactions in the field around my body. I originated to the auditor what was happening and he just acknowledged me and continued. After another 5 or 6 commands, I had a huge win and started laughing. The auditor asked what happened and I told him that I had an epiphany and communicated something to all the entities whizzing around on my body. What I did was send a message telepathetically to these entities, "GUYS, DO YOUR PART, WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!! IF YOU GUYS DON'T GET MY BLOOD PRESSURE TO DROP, WE ARE ALL GOING TO HAVE TO LOOK FOR A NEW HOME SOON." The concept that WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER, (the runing of my body) was so real and such a big win. There was nothing around which needed to be erased and blow from the area. Just as you, Sweetness, Carmelo and Blue Spitit all agreed, all of the sparks of beingness around my body were part of a team with me as their captain, and our shared goal was to keep the body working properly. When I acknowledged my team the tone level of my body and all of these entitities as well as myself went out the roof but no one blew.

The mass around the area got lighter, something seemed to as-is. Purple Haze indicated to me in a Private Message that if the space around a person or a body or whatever, seems to be lightening up and as-isness seems to be occuring, empirically, it is an indicator that you are doing the right thing. I hope that I am properly quoting her but that is my opiniion of what she told me.

Heidrun, one more thing about that opera written by Shikaneder's troupe members, "The Philosophers Stone" from 1790. The original manuscript was taken from Germany by the Russians in papers they took at the end of WWII. At the fall of the Berlin wall in the early 1990's, all the papers were returned. Someone from the US examined the papers and found out Mozart had written at least two of the arias and then a major production of the opera was performed in Boston or thereabouts in the mid 1990's. You can Google the opera's name, as I did, and purchase a copy of this opera off the internet for under $20. It has a special CD explaining the history of the opera and comparing each piece with the corresponding number in the Magic Flute.

The closeness of the newly discovered opera to the Magic Flute is amazing and the quality level of the Philosopher's Stone is very high, even when compared to Mozart's Magic Flute. The difference is in Mozart's spirit. In the Philosophers Stone, he just was helping out some of his buddies, probably to have fun with his group of friends and be paid some extra cash during a rare period of his life where he was not too busy. His arias are equal to those of Gerl, Schacht and the others. For the Magic Flute, this one was his own baby, an opera written for the people at large and not for the aristocracy. The first major opera in that regard which has survived into modern times. From the opening overture, Mozart put everything he had into the Magic Flute, including a lot of the beliefs of free masonry which both he and Shikaneder were members of. His spirit pervades the opera from beginning to end and that is why the Magic Flute is considered one of the great operas of history while the Philosopher's Stone is just a curiousity and a footnote in history. When you play the two side by side as is done in the demo CD, the skill levels and depth of the pieces seem to be virtually equal, the only difference is spiritual. Mozart's spirit pervades the later opera and not the earlier opera, even in the parts which Mozart himself wrote for it. The spirit of a great artistic mind shows through, even though it is invisible. The one opera is a light and pleasant romp in the park while the other is a deep emotional experience even though the two pieces appear on the surface to be of equal quality telling the same story.
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RogerB

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After another 5 or 6 commands, I had a huge win and started laughting. The auditor asked what happened and I told him that I had an epiphany and communicated something to all the entities whizzing around on my body. What I did was send a message telepathetically to these entities, "GUYS, DO YOUR PART, WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!! IF YOU GUYS DON'T GET MY BLOOD PRESSURE TO DROP, WE ARE ALL GOING TO HAVE TO LOOK FOR A NEW HOME SOON." The concept that WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER, (the runing of my body) was so real and such a big win. There was nothing around which needed to be erased and blow from the area. Just as you, Sweetness, Carmelo and Blue Spitit all agreed, all of the sparks of beingness around my body were part of a team with me as their captain, and our shared goal was to keep the body working properly. When I acknowledged my team the tone level of my body and all of these entitities as well as myself went out the roof but no one blew.

Quite correct, Lakey.

These Spiritual Teammate/entities are part of the relationship scene that enables the acquisition (notice I did not say capture :)) of bodies and the subsequent correc management, maintenance and healing etc., of them.

I have a friend who, on OT3, "lost" a Spiritual Teammate (STM). . . the STM simply took off . . . this some 35-40 years ago. My friend subsequently relocated the Being . . . now in its own human body aged around 30. My friend and the ex-STM now wearing an adult human body were able to co-process and restore their (mutual) relationship to my friend's original parents . . . that is the parents of 70+ years ago . . . . not the recent parents of the ex-STM's new body.

Make no mistake, these STMs/entities are real Beings, real Thetans.

Alan Walter has indeed created a magical Spiritual Teammate Restoration Handling List . . . it is a BPC assessment list containing nice items like: no role education? Failed to hat? Doesn't know what game you're playing? Not been given a role? etc.



lkwdblds said:
The mass around the area got lighter, something seemed to as-is. Purple Haze indicated to me in a Private Message that if the space around a person or a body or whatever, seems to be lightening up and as-isness seems to be occuring, empirically, it is an indicator that you are doing the right thing. I hope that I am properly quoting her but that is my opiniion of what she told me.

Yep, Purple is correct in that.

Indeed, one of the ways I detect if a future I'm about to embark on (like catch an airplane) is OK, safe, correct, is to scan it and see if it is "light," and clean and without any dark mass.

If yes, all is OK. If there is any dark mass in or connected to the future I am reaching to perceive, or any occlusion, I know there is an out-of-ARC or bad scene there. I can either elect to not go with the proposed future, or inspect if more closely to get the specifics of what I've got to handle or avoid.

This is how I've saved my rear-end a couple of time, including deciding to not catch a flight to Glasgow back in the 70's that didn't arrive. I've also used it to help save the rear-end of friends on occasion.

Rog

 

lkwdblds

Crusader
Rog - It's always an honor!!

Quite correct, Lakey.

These Spiritual Teammate/entities are part of the relationship scene that enables the acquisition (notice I did not say capture :)) of bodies and the subsequent correc management, maintenance and healing etc., of them.

I have a friend who, on OT3, "lost" a Spiritual Teammate (STM). . . the STM simply took off . . . this some 35-40 years ago. My friend subsequently relocated the Being . . . now in its own human body aged around 30. My friend and the ex-STM now wearing an adult human body were able to co-process and restore their (mutual) relationship to my friend's original parents . . . that is the parents of 70+ years ago . . . . not the recent parents of the ex-STM's new body.

Make no mistake, these STMs/entities are real Beings, real Thetans.

Alan Walter has indeed created a magical Spiritual Teammate Restoration Handling List . . . it is a BPC assessment list containing nice items like: no role education? Failed to hat? Doesn't know what game you're playing? Not been given a role? etc.





Yep, Purple is correct in that.

Indeed, one of the ways I detect if a future I'm about to embark on (like catch an airplane) is OK, safe, correct, is to scan it and see if it is "light," and clean and without any dark mass.

If yes, all is OK. If there is any dark mass in or connected to the future I am reaching to perceive, or any occlusion, I know there is an out-of-ARC or bad scene there. I can either elect to not go with the proposed future, or inspect if more closely to get the specifics of what I've got to handle or avoid.

This is how I've saved my rear-end a couple of time, including deciding to not catch a flight to Glasgow back in the 70's that didn't arrive. I've also used it to help save the rear-end of friends on occasion.

Rog


Rog - As I have expressed to you before, each time you respond to one of my posts, my tone level goes way up and if you validate me, then it goes out the stratoshpere. In this phenomena, you remind me much of Yvonne Jentzsch! She had that quality the most of anyone I have ever met.

Our paths have not crossed too much recently, even though we both post here regularly. You and a few of your associates are in the sector of our online newsmagazine, if you will, having to deal with mental technologies concerned with the human spirit and just the spiritual side of beings in general. This is our primary raison d' etre, reason for existence. as I see it. My hat here now is to make our newsmagazine lively and interesting and build up as large an audience as possible for you and our other main guys, you heavy hitters, to bring forth your current views on mental and spiritual technologies.

I don't contribute to what you do very often but occasionally I have something important to say and I say it. My part is making the thread informative and interesting in a general way, you know supplying the sport's page, the crossword puzzle and the entertainment guide. We work together seemlessly in making one hell of a product! Our readership, both in numbers and in quality are unsurpassed on ESMB or any other thread I am aware of. Thank you again for your frequent contributions!!
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More on Divine sparks...

O.k. While looking for another post I found this from awhile back on Vinnie"s "Oh God" thread:

Gadfly said this:
"I like the analogy of each of us as a Spark of the Divine, as a tentacle of awareness and attention, reaching out from God to enable the experience of the wonders of His Creation. Of course, God's experience would involve the sum total of the experiences of a near infinite quad-zillions of "individual" Sparks of the Divine."

and I answered:

"Oooh, divine sparks, pretty! I could be a divine spark...sounds a lot like Kabbalah, that we are supposed to be finding and reunifying all of these divine sparks of the original light, and returning them to the shekinah. Hey-it's in my name! ********************************************divine sparks*******************************************"

Still looking for the other old post...:p
 
Angelic Beings do guard and guide me...

Rog, I do the same thing, only not just with places and situations, but in reading people, too. Some just seem to have a darkness attached to their being that is visible, while others are filled with light. My little voice has saved me from getting too involved with darkness, always.

Carmelo, so sorry to hear you were on autopilot for so long, and grateful to know that you have recovered much of yourself, and also that you are allowing space for play. My teamates absolutely revolt if we don't play, laugh, dance and sing or enjoy music daily! :happydance: (Some are VERY UNHAPPY right now because we have not been playing with paint lately :no:) They compete with each other to show me beautiful things here, and also to entertain me with nice dreams. (Actually, it's kinda like being a kindergarten teacher again sometimes, except so far as I know, we don't have the potty problems, but every once in a while, the hamster does get lose in the classroom!!) :D

I have to say, some of my team members do seem to be animal spirits, whether my or my ancestors' prior pets or just somebody who felt drawn to me...It doesn't really matter to me, they are welcome as spiritual companions. I can't talk about these kinds of things with everybody, they get spooked...:)

I have one dear friend that I respect who is an atheist, who will go red-ass baboon on me :angry: if I even begin to start sharing some of my Spiritual experiences with him. It's really nice to be able to share these things a little here, with others who have some reality on them. :thumbsup:
 

Blue Spirit

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Blue,
so with the above statement, can you see yourself plunking down half a mil to spend days, weeks, years auditing out BTs?

how introverted do you think you (or me) might get if that is what we did every day for a couple of years?

was LRH crazy when he died?

Yes, I can see your point, but it is not fully clear.

First, let me say that my simple obnosis (a forte when I use it) of OT 7's & 8's is that things are very wrong. They have a

fixed indoctrinated thought pattern which subverts and replaces their own beingness. This was especially obvious during an

OT Committee meeting or two I went to. The ladies there were all on 7 or 8 and their stats and presence were amazingly

low. I actually realized that if FSMing at the time I could have readily beat all of their stats combined. :duh: Generally

these folks blind obedience to authority was just too obvious, cloyingly so. Many other experiences with the

"Sycophants Club" also back this up including 5 or 6 locals who I ran into recently.


Now to the Questions. I had a major look into the insanity at the core of Earth culture in 1968 in the Most Insane city of

Washington, District of Criminals, a superb laboratory for such a study! I saw intense EVIL and many other things that year

including that if they wanted to solve cancer, it would already have happened. (It was not a coincidence that that

cognition occurred while driving within a few hundred yards of the "National Cancer Institute".

Later I found Scientology and came to understand by logic and RJ-67 that OT-3 was buying us time here somehow. Then

not too long ago I read about it (but still will not listen to the Class-8 tapes for fear of "Freewheeling") and saw how other

beings were being handled in some quantity to whatever extent. Although the "Bridge" has been so sabotaged that this is

seemingly not being done in any sufficient amount today. In 1968 I also had a cog that due to entheta I was perceiving we

had two years left only. This was done without any physical contact with Scientology or any other subject and no

knowledge of their existence.

I guess the $64,000 question is what is the solution here, to optimally get to enough beings fast enough on the dynamics,

1,3 & 4 ? without the use of OT-3, which is flawed at best from what my more enlightened friends tell me?

I do recall the days when some beings seemed to win on OT-3.

A factor, apparently, is the early ones to do it were generally of greater theta endowment and handled more beings

because of that and the time-urgency demands of Earth.

I am told Knowledgism has the better solution, but I do not see much impact there for the 3rd or 4th dynamics and wonder

why ? Is it poor organization, not enough doing it, no 4th dynamic purpose, or what ?

Question: What are the levels needed to get to that point in Knowledgism and how long can it take for a fucked-up being ?

Many more questions could be formed here, but I think you see what it is I'm trying to get at, by now.


To answer your questions directly, it certainly doesn't take many years to handle what is essentially a singular phenomena

of other beings in your space being handled, even though that space would gradiently reach out in time to the corners of

this universe. Probably properly 3-5 years maximum. Then do OT drills to recover one's abilities. One doesn't hear about that

much these days ! :grouch:

On the question of LRH, in my research he was totally overwhelmed and nuts when he died which was too obvious.

Sort of weird and crazy that he didn't do his own "Bridge", although he had all oportunity to do so. That is doubly crazy !!!
 
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lkwdblds

Crusader
Response to Sweetness tentacles of the devine.

O.k. While looking for another post I found this from awhile back on Vinnie"s "Oh God" thread:

Gadfly said this:
"I like the analogy of each of us as a Spark of the Divine, as a tentacle of awareness and attention, reaching out from God to enable the experience of the wonders of His Creation. Of course, God's experience would involve the sum total of the experiences of a near infinite quad-zillions of "individual" Sparks of the Divine."

Gadfly is nobody's fool and usually formulates a strong post. If he could only get that temper under control.....mumble, mumble, grrrr.... Of course he has leveled the same compliants against me.

The quote above just elicited a new response from me which I am going to ponder tonight as I lie in bed since I am not currently meditating. His quote speaks of a tentacle reaching out from God. Vinnaire's post states a spark of life separates from God. A tentacle implies there is still a physical connection, a peninsula if you will while a separation requires no physical connection, an island if you will.

To be sure, there is a tremendous difference between the two concepts. The island requires a separation which introduces the concept of Space which introduces in turn the concept of time. The peninsula implies continuity and an extension rather than a separation, without separation there is no need to formulate space or time


THE GOTTERFUNKEN MODEL OF THE UNIVERSE REVISITED The Gotterfunken theory of the universe, sparks of God being emitted, requires separation and not tentacles. There is no way tentacles can exist in the inital stage of the universe starting up. Now once the start up is completed, i,e, the break away spark makes the decision "to be" and them assumes a viewpoint from which to view space, then tentacles can definitely become part of the universe. The newly postulated being can extend out tentacles all over the place which act as surrogates for "it". Thus there are Carmelo's dogs and cats in his neighborhood which are really just extensions of his beingness at work, perceiving and acting so as to make his neighborhood a safer place. HOWEVER IN THE GOTTERFUNKEN MODEL, tentacles can not be allowed in the initial step since they will not lead to a creation of space and time.

[B]THE CREATION OF SPACE AND TIME - PART 1 - THE BIG BANG THEORY [/B]Though most advocats of this concept assume that space is a given and is just there and was not created nor does it have to be continually created, the point source of all matter in the universe followed by the Big Bang does allow for the creation of space and time in a rational manner. Exploding by its nature conotates space being created, the force behind the explosion is condensed matter, resulting in energy, etc. The problem in this theory results from the lack of God, the Lack of BRAHMA and the admission that they can not explain where the matter in the ball came from and why all sorts of laws and physical constants are associated with that matter. To me, a theory which assumes that space was there as a given, matter is there as a given and an explosion took place, how or why no one knows, and then random events caused everthing to develop by chance and mesh in an impossibly intricate and orderly manner is so unsatisfying and unlikely as a valid theory that it is not even deserving of any comment.

GENESIS - PART 2 - THE BIBLICAL ACCOUNT
The best I can say for this theory is that it makes a lot more sense than the Big Bang Theory. Any one living on Earth in very distant times, say 10,000 or 20,000 years ago is going to postulate a Creator. (normal English use of postulate). Every child growing up will tend to do this as well. That type of Earth is a low toned place, despite the beauty of the planet. This is so because nearly all who postulate a God postulate that they are created by one creator whom they are totally subservient to. They tend to give up the idea of having their own space and being causitve and responsible for things and prefer to think of themselves as small specks in God's overall design.

Both the Big Bang advocates and the Genesis advocates agree on one thing. They both feel that Mankind is insignificant in and of itself. The Big Bang crowd thinks mankind is of microscopic importance when compared to large amounts of Matter and Energy within a limitless space / time framework, while the Biblical crowd does assign importance to Mankind but only if he obeys the laws set down by God, the Creator.


PART 3- OTHER GOTTERFUNKEN POSSIBLITIES -
If beings are tentacles extended out from God with no space between God and the sparks of God, I can not really conceive of a Universe being developed, try as I might. There is just God, no space or time exists and therefore no matter, energy or motion is possible, so where is the universe? What is God if God has created nothing and has no dominion to rule over? We can only assign him with life potential. .


and I answered:

"Oooh, divine sparks, pretty! I could be a divine spark...sounds a lot like Kabbalah, that we are supposed to be finding and reunifying all of these divine sparks of the original light, and returning them to the shekinah. Hey-it's in my name! ********************************************divine sparks*******************************************"

Still looking for the other old post...:p

What is God if God has created nothing and has no dominion to rule over?
Until God has created something, the concept of God is not meaningful other than just representing portential, therefore the term signifies that God must be a Creator. God <> Creator. Therefore by definition God can not be created but only creates. Before that God is only infinite NOTHINGNESS with potential for life and this in Vedic religions is called BRAHMA and this is where it all has to start.

If someone asks me who created NOTHINGNESS to refute my arguments then I will just reply, "Who says NOTHINGNESS must be created. We are talking about NOTHINGNESS here and by its very definition, it is the default option for everything and in no way does it have to be created; first of all, in NOTHINGNESS, there is no one or no thing there to do ANYTHING, let alone create!
Lakey
 
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lkwdblds

Crusader
Interesting Post Blue

Yes, I can see your point, but it is not fully clear.

First, let me say that my simple obnosis (a forte when I use it) of OT 7's & 8's is that things are very wrong. They have a

fixed indoctrinated thought pattern which subverts and replaces their own beingness. This was especially obvious during an

OT Committee meeting or two I went to. The ladies there were all on 7 or 8 and their stats and presence were amazingly

low. I actually realized that if FSMing at the time I could have readily beat all of their stats combined. :duh: Generally

these folks blind obedience to authority was just too obvious, cloyingly so. Many other experiences with the

"Sycophants Club" also back this up including 5 or 6 locals who I ran into recently.


Now to the Questions. I had a major look into the insanity at the core of Earth culture in 1968 in the Most Insane city of

Washington, District of Criminals, a superb laboratory for such a study! I saw intense EVIL and many other things that year

including that if they wanted to solve cancer, it would already have happened. (It was not a coincidence that that

cognition occurred while driving within a few hundred yards of the "National Cancer Institute".

Later I found Scientology and came to understand by logic and RJ-67 that OT-3 was buying us time here somehow. Then

not too long ago I read about it (but still will not listen to the Class-8 tapes for fear of "Freewheeling") and saw how other

beings were being handled in some quantity to whatever extent. Although the "Bridge" has been so sabotaged that this is

seemingly not being done in any sufficient amount today. In 1968 I also had a cog that due to entheta I was perceiving we

had two years left only. This was done without any physical contact with Scientology or any other subject and no

knowledge of their existence.

I guess the $64,000 question is what is the solution here, to optimally get to enough beings fast enough on the dynamics,

I have an answer for you, I just figured it out today on another thread. It would cost nothing, take advantage of existing resources and could be fully underway in a day or two. It is not very likely to happen due to Counter Intention and misunderstoods arising in Management.

SOLUTION FOR QUICKLY AND OPTIMALLY SAVING THE EARTH

SITUATIION: C of S in all their official documents and in everything they put out for public consumption assert that that mankind has the right to FREE SPEECH, the right to communicate freely. Though publicly stating this right of Mankind is inviolate and telling everyone who they disseminate to that the Church is an advocate of and adheres to this fundamental right of Mankind, the Church in actual fact does not practice nor allow to be practiced this fundamental right of mankind.

WHY: C of S Int Management somehow feels that if FREE SPEECH were allowed in Organizations, it would stir up and agitate bad feelings and would enable the public and staffs to make it more difficult for Management to get stats up and expand the C of S as they see fit.

POLICY TO FOLLOW - "When in Doubt Communicate!"

PROGRAM FOR HANDLING - 1. Convince Int Management that allowing free speech has helped stats grow throughout history wherever it has been tried while groups who suppress free speech do not last for long times and do not grow.
2. BRING INTO ALIGNMENT WHAT MANAGEMENT SAYS IT FEELS ABOUT FREE SPEECH WITH THE ACTUAL SITUATION IN THE ORGS BY ALLOWING FREE EXPRESSION OF ONE'S THOUGHTS INSIDE THE ORGS WITH ANYONE WHO ONE WISHES TO COMMUNICATE WITH.

If this "Eval" were followed there would be an immediate and enormous groundswell of good will and positive activity within the C of S. Fair Game and separation of families would be undone, attacks by news media would be de fanged by the new liberal policies, refund demands would be cut back, attacks by governments would be cut back.

THE PLAN COULD BE IMPLEMENTED VERY QUICKLY WITH NO ADDITIONAL OUTLAY OF FUNDS, OTHER THAN SOME ADVERTISING TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT POLICY HAS CHANGED. Between C of S and the rest of its field plus the independent field, enough people would be taking part to save the Earth in time
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1,3 & 4 ? without the use of OT-3, which is flawed at best from what my more enlightened friends tell me?

I do recall the days when some beings seemed to win on OT-3.

A factor, apparently, is the early ones to do it were generally of greater theta endowment and handled more beings

because of that and the time-urgency demands of Earth.

I am told Knowledgism has the better solution, but I do not see much impact there for the 3rd or 4th dynamics and wonder

why ? Is it poor organization, not enough doing it, no 4th dynamic purpose, or what ?

Question: What are the levels needed to get to that point in Knowledgism and how long can it take for a fucked-up being ?

Many more questions could be formed here, but I think you see what it is I'm trying to get at, by now.


To answer your questions directly, it certainly doesn't take many years to handle what is essentially a singular phenomena

of other beings in your space being handled, even though that space would gradiently reach out in time to the corners of

this universe. Probably properly 3-5 years maximum. Then do OT drills to recover one's abilities. One doesn't hear about that

much these days ! :grouch:

On the question of LRH, in my research he was totally overwhelmed and nuts when he died which was too obvious.

Sort of weird and crazy that he didn't do his own "Bridge", although he had all oportunity to do so. That is doubly crazy !!!

What do you think of my Eval and Program Blue? Its easy to implement, no cost and instant as to speed. If followed, what you want done would be attainable, how about some feedback?

Lakey
 
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memorial for Alan in Texas this March

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Sent: Tuesday, January 12, 2010 2:35 PM
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Subject: [prosperity] Celebration of Life

Life would be a far more difficult game if one always had to reinvent the wheel in every endeavor in which one engaged oneself.
This is what makes the finding of a good mentor, teacher or coach such a blessed and golden event. We have all had them, in any number of the areas in which we have involved ourselves; someone who had the insight, intelligence, wisdom, resolve and sheer grit to climb the Zones in an area that mattered to them, and that they were determined to reach mastery in.
And then, the love and compassion to want to see others reach the top as well. It is not just anybody who can successfully travel such a road, and then wish equal or greater amounts of success for others. It takes a big, deep and unfettered spirit. An uncompromising focus on what is really and truly important in life, and an eschewing of the smaller games that so many divert themselves into.
Last November, one of the greatest of mentors, teachers, coaches and friends that anyone could ever hope to find departed the life he had been living. While many have felt great sorrow at his passing, we can instead place our attenion on the profoundly amazing life he lived, the stellar achievements that marked it and the real true help and guidance he brought to so many. For therein lie very precious things that are timeless, and cannot ever perish, as long as we continue to put them to the use which they were intended.
Alan C. Walter is physically gone from this world. But the effects of the life he lived, the incredible legacy he bequeathed us, are not. And that, we feel, is great cause to celebrate!
We have decided to hold "The Celebration of Alan's Life" in March, since spring time at the ranch is so very lovely and was one of Alan's favorite times of the year.

A very special tribute to his life's accomplishments and contributions to ourselves, and the population of this world, will be held on Saturday, March 20, 2010 from 1:00 pm to 3:00 pm at 1400 Camp Letoli Road, Saint Jo, Montague County, Texas

RSVP is required and we hope to see you here to celebrate with us!
Much Love,
ACLC Staff
 

Blue Spirit

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What do you think of my Eval and Program Blue? Its easy to implement, no cost and instant as to speed. If followed, what you want done would be attainable, how about some feedback?
Lakey

Flys In The Ointment:

1> Too many Withholds would be missed.

2> Service Facimiles of the Sea Org as a BIG roadblock.

3> Miscarriage still in charge because the correct process has not been

run on him, although some must be thinking of it by now.

4> The power inherent in the dismissed and declared field is too dispersed

by fear and Disconnection and lack of Integrity to make it work.

5> In 1975 I was in the auditorium at Flag with many BIG BEINGS and felt so

much theta power there that I thought the roof was going to blow off !

THAT power was enough to get the job done but it was sabotaged and

dispersed mainly by False Declares and many have died by this date.

6> Hubbard carefully planted the seeds of destruction of the group due to his

insanities and no one called him on it. An example is that their was a sex

scandal in Dec.,1975 at Flag and Hubbard who was there at the time

threw the book at some involved losing a proven Class-12 and others.

Of course he was acting directly out of his severe missed withholds on

sex, which were many and varied.

7> There have always been unidentified true SP's in the group who could not

be seen by Hubbard due to his case similarities and they continuously

destroyed. If Hubbard could with a clear eye looked at Miscarriage, he

would have put his hands around his throat and eliminated him early.

(Oddly enough perhaps, one who could pick out SP's with skill was Capt.

Bill Robertson. I say that because I ran across a list of them that he

picked out in the eighties and I knew enough of them as SP's myself to

get that he knew how to apply the data. But by that time the sabotage

was under way and his moves to eliminate those people was sabotaged

too. Of course Miscarriage declared him and anyone else being effective.


Sorry to spoil your plan, Lakey, but it seems a wee bit "sweetness & light"

and "pie-in-the-sky".

The only hope here is an invasion of the good "Greys" while the SP races are on vacation. :nervous:

Or, alternately, if I can remenber where I parked my space ship battlewagon. :lol:

I had an old friend with one, but everytime he goes to get it, it kills him as it is protected by a personality imprinting

device, but his personality changed in Scientology ! A bit more complex than a password !
 

lkwdblds

Crusader
I wasn't talking about logistics but about my concept!

Flys In The Ointment:

1> Too many Withholds would be missed.

2> Service Facimiles of the Sea Org as a BIG roadblock.

3> Miscarriage still in charge because the correct process has not been

run on him, although some must be thinking of it by now.

4> The power inherent in the dismissed and declared field is too dispersed

by fear and Disconnection and lack of Integrity to make it work.

5> In 1975 I was in the auditorium at Flag with many BIG BEINGS and felt so

much theta power there that I thought the roof was going to blow off !

THAT power was enough to get the job done but it was sabotaged and

dispersed mainly by False Declares and many have died by this date.

6> Hubbard carefully planted the seeds of destruction of the group due to his

insanities and no one called him on it. An example is that their was a sex

scandal in Dec.,1975 at Flag and Hubbard who was there at the time

threw the book at some involved losing a proven Class-12 and others.

Of course he was acting directly out of his severe missed withholds on

sex, which were many and varied.

7> There have always been unidentified true SP's in the group who could not

be seen by Hubbard due to his case similarities and they continuously

destroyed. If Hubbard could with a clear eye looked at Miscarriage, he

would have put his hands around his throat and eliminated him early.

(Oddly enough perhaps, one who could pick out SP's with skill was Capt.

Bill Robertson. I say that because I ran across a list of them that he

picked out in the eighties and I knew enough of them as SP's myself to

get that he knew how to apply the data. But by that time the sabotage

was under way and his moves to eliminate those people was sabotaged

too. Of course Miscarriage declared him and anyone else being effective.


Sorry to spoil your plan, Lakey, but it seems a wee bit "sweetness & light"

and "pie-in-the-sky".

The only hope here is an invasion of the good "Greys" while the SP races are on vacation. :nervous:

Or, alternately, if I can remenber where I parked my space ship battlewagon. :lol:

I had an old friend with one, but everytime he goes to get it, it kills him as it is protected by a personality imprinting

device, but his personality changed in Scientology ! A bit more complex than a password !

Blue, you missed my point. Of course I know that the logistics of executing my Eval are extremely difficult to bring to implimentation because of the state of case of the leaders of Int Management. That is a given, what I was after was some feedback on the why and what would result from the proposed handling if the handling was actually implemented.

My point was that their is THEORECTICALLY a fast, simple handling, using only existing resources and not costing anything nor requiring a long runway. You point out all the whys to explain why it can't be done and you did a nice job with that but I am going with an assumption that since it could be easlily implemented, what effects would result from such implementation.
Lakey
 
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KnightVision

Gold Meritorious Patron
Thank God that old rusty ship is gonnnnnnnnnneee!

Next up... The (not so) FreeWinds. Unless were talking about the wind passed after one of those yummy SO meals....


I am the luckiest man in the world.


To have never stepped foot on a ship run and controlled by the lunatic Lcon.


I definitely deserve to celebrate... off I go...:thumbsup:
 

lkwdblds

Crusader
Nancy Many's book

BOOK REVIEW - MY BILLION YEAR CONTRACT - Nancy Many
I just finished reading Nancy Many's book, My Billion Year Contract which I bought at her house at their Christmas party a few weeks ago. It is a very good read, just excellent. She really went through some heavy suppression and actually had the ability to fight her way back to mental health and a full and complete life. She showed strength determination, perserverance courage and personal integrity. All you have to know is this: She was placed on the RPF nearly 5 months pregnant and if she had not graduated frrom the RPF when she did, one week before the delivery of her baby Son, her Son would have been delivered out in the garage of the Fort Harrison Hotel to her as an RPF member.

If you are Okay with this scenario and do not want to do something to stop this type of thing, I would have no use for you. I would wish you the best in living your life but tell you to live it somewhere else and not around me. I would shun any person who thought that what happened to Nancy was OK and that she must have had it coming or "pulled it in". If the person came to their senses and had a change of heart, I would "unshun" them.

She did not even have a clear idea why she was removed from her post and put on the RPF. There was just some vague talk of "stats being down" There was an old pop song, "Take this job and shove it, I'm walking out the door." I say, "Take these stats and shove them you know where." I am walking out the door. She and her husband Chris, did actually walk out the door, in an unauthorized manner which is one of the most exciting parts of the book. She does say that policy was changed and pregnant women are no longer allowed to be sent to the RPF.

One thing that confused me was that Nancy continued working for the Church doing intelligence work for them as a non Sea Org member. You would think that the ordeal she went through would preclude further participation in helping the Church. She does explain her thought processes throroughly as she goes which is one of the many good things about the book.

I remember an earlier time and a different place, 1973 at the Apollo when Maria Starkey told me that I could not leave the EPF (not the RPF) and be reposted as a driver making mail runs and picking people up from the airport. I asked her when I might be reposted, was it 2 weeks, 4 week 6 months, 1 year or what. She would not give me an answer and told me to get out of her office and when she decided I was ready for reposting that is when I would know, I would never be given an advanced warning of the date. I decided this was my life, 33 years old, and I would not throw it away based on some hard nosed aberated. brain washed psycho bitch dramatizing some sick power trip on me. I had enough "horsepower" as a being to get out of the S.O. fast and did get myself out. Similar to Nancy, I did not quit C of S and stayed on nearly 30 more years much longer than she took to finally wise up.

Nancy's book has many unexpected twists, including the appearance of Mary Sue Hubbard and Diana Hubbard in Nancy's and Chris's life. There is also a court hearing where Nancy was asked to appear for a deposition as a supporting witness against the Church. This was a painstaking decision for her to make, whether to testify or not against C of S. I will not tell you what happened but it was a very exciting moment in the book.

Chris, one of the loyalist Sea Org members alive when I was at CCLA in the early 1970's played a vital role in the story with Nancy. Nancy was lucky to have Chris as her husband and without him there is no doubt that she would have not been able to survive the ordeal she went through. Chris has the knack to keep cool, whatever the situation is and remain calm and think things out logically. He is a real survivor and so is Nancy. They are both a great insperation to people everywhere for the courage and integrity which they exhibited in their long ordeal on staff and beyond.
Lakey
 
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RogerB

Crusader
Hi Roger old buddy!

Glad to see yuo still get time to visit the board now and then. (ahem)

Patience my old friend:) Your lucid and fulsome post requires due consideration and an equally fulsome response.

I am currently up to my eyeballs in trying to get my first website up, and that includes getting my brain around all the options for things like how to extract money from those who buy my book.

This techie stuff is my least favorite activity, particularly the moving between MS Word Docs and getting things set in HTML. (Not that I'm doing that chore, but I have to talk to the coder who does it . . . drives me mad.)

Some things I post here are quick and simple, requiring no deliberation . . . the response you deserve requires me giving it full attention.

Rog
 

tiptoethrutheminefield

Patron with Honors
BOOK REVIEW - MY BILLION YEAR CONTRACT - Nancy Many
I just finished reading Nancy Many's book, My Billion Year Contract which I bought at her house at their Christmas party a few weeks ago. It is a very good read, just excellent. She really went through some heavy suppression and actually had the ability to fight her way back to mental health and a full and complete life. She showed strength determination, perserverance courage and personal integrity. All you have to know is this: She was placed on the RPF nearly 5 months pregnant and if she had not graduated frrom the RPF when she did, one week before the delivery of her baby Son, her Son would have been delivered out in the garage of the Fort Harrison Hotel to her as an RPF member.

If you are Okay with this scenario and do not want to do something to stop this type of thing, I would have no use for you. I would wish you the best in living your life but tell you to live it somewhere else and not around me. I would shun any person who thought that what happened to Nancy was OK and that she must have had it coming or "pulled it in". If the person came to their senses and had a change of heart, I would "unshun" them.
Thank you, lkwdblds!

Okay, it took me a long time to recover from religion-itis, but I'm sober now. I can't tell other people when to wake up, but I hope they do wake up.
 
Welcome new posters!

Howdy TipToe, welcome to the thread! Knight Vision, good to see you again, and Happy New Year! I celebrate your freedom with you! :thumbsup:

Blue, I'm going to stand up for all sweetness and light beings everywhere :)D) and say that I think Lakey's idea has much merit. If we are to seriously consider reform in Corporate Scientology, more comm and not less, and total freedom of speech and association are musts... I do get your other points about current management and implementation problems, but everything changes eventually. It is possible just to have a viral revolution where enough people on various levels stand in their power and say, "no more"! Social change is often effected that way.

Lakey, I like your expansion of the Gotterfunken model. I have to say that it's hard to get spiritual concepts by modeling them after material structures, but you are doing a fine job of exploration of the topic. And on a purely subjective note, I definitely feel connected to and supported by the infinite...however we chose to label it! :happydance: Why aren't you meditating??? :confused2: Don't go too long without it! :coolwink:

Thanks for the good review of Nancy's book, I think we should promote it every so often, here and there. She and Chris have really been through the ringer of Corporate Scientology, and came out not just as survivors, but as clear winners!!! I very much appreciated her sharing her thoughts about working for and then against COS, and doing a turn via OSA. I'm still trying to fathom the mentality and grasp on ethical reality of current OSA operatives, including (I suspect) my former friend. :no:

Roger, bless your heart, wrestling with IT stuff...I am flowing you and your tech support people theta!!! :thumbsup: Leon, I can tell we will all reap the benefit of this long-awaited post. :yes:

Carmelo, thank you for the notice of Alan's memorial service. I will be there in Spirit if not in actuality. Lakey, are you up for a road trip in March? :)
 

lkwdblds

Crusader
I dub you official hostess of "Aboard the Apollo 1973"

Howdy TipToe, welcome to the thread! Knight Vision, good to see you again, and Happy New Year! I celebrate your freedom with you! :thumbsup:

I second the welcome to Tip Toe and also Knight Vision. KV, did you get your name by eating a lot of carrots? Oh, you say Knight not night. Sorry!

Blue, I'm going to stand up for all sweetness and light beings everywhere :)D) and say that I think Lakey's idea has much merit. If we are to seriously consider reform in Corporate Scientology, more comm and not less, and total freedom of speech and association are musts... I do get your other points about current management and implementation problems, but everything changes eventually. It is possible just to have a viral revolution where enough people on various levels stand in their power and say, "no more"! Social change is often effected that way.

Thanks SandLy. You got the drift of what I was trying to say.

Lakey, I like your expansion of the Gotterfunken model. I have to say that it's hard to get spiritual concepts by modeling them after material structures, but you are doing a fine job of exploration of the topic. And on a purely subjective note, I definitely feel connected to and supported by the infinite...however we chose to label it! :happydance: Why aren't you meditating??? :confused2: Don't go too long without it! :coolwink:

SandLy - You introduced material structures through using the word tentacles, not me. Your usage of that word inspired me to look into the area deeper and I ran with the ball and expanded my previous theory. Now everytime we hear Beethoven's 9th Symphony, we will be reminded of the Gotterfunken theory of the Universe. Take a bow, Schiller for writing the poem, Beethoven for writing the great piece of music and Sweetness and Light for being reminded of tentacles of God rather than sparks of God when the immortal word Gotterfunken was used. "Gotterfunken" sounds like the brand name of German Log Lighter to start up barbeques. When the American Indians rubbed two sticks together to start a fire, they were engaging in a little Gotterfunken, generating quite a few of those sparks thrown off by gods. How about a new dance out of Germany or Austria called "The Gotterfunken"? The hottest females and males would generate heavenly sparks by gyrating around each other in revealing clothing or lack thereof.

Thanks for the good review of Nancy's book, I think we should promote it every so often, here and there. She and Chris have really been through the ringer of Corporate Scientology, and came out not just as survivors, but as clear winners!!! I very much appreciated her sharing her thoughts about working for and then against COS, and doing a turn via OSA. I'm still trying to fathom the mentality and grasp on ethical reality of current OSA operatives, including (I suspect) my former friend. :no:

Roger, bless your heart, wrestling with IT stuff...I am flowing you and your tech support people theta!!! :thumbsup: Leon, I can tell we will all reap the benefit of this long-awaited post. :yes:

Carmelo, thank you for the notice of Alan's memorial service. I will be there in Spirit if not in actuality. Lakey, are you up for a road trip in March? :)I may be up for such a jaunt depending on whether I can break away from my business. I would very much like to pay my respects to Alan and see the ranch. I lived for a year in Houston working on site at NASA many moons ago when I was in aerospace.

Sweetness, I hereby appoint you as official hostess of this thread. You do a great job of acknowledging all newcomers and giving support to so many of our posts while making some incisive posts yourself. Take a bow! You contribute a lot here and are very appreciated! I am the founder and the official host and you are our official hostess.

What about a junket or group of ex Scios from the greater Los Angeles area driving to Texas together so as to get to know one another in the flesh? To date, I have met only Sweetness, Blue Spirit, the Many's, and Purple Haze in person though I have emailed and PMed with perhaps 25 more of you. It would be fun to connect the names to the faces and bodies. Would anybody be interested in such a trip?
Lakey
 
SO CAL SEXY EXES ROAD TRIP!

Wow- A mondo road trip with carpooling!!! No, what's it called, A CONVOY of critics, partying on down to Texas to give Alan a great send off, and network with other Free Beings!...I'm in! :D What a fun adventure that would be!

Oh, and Lakey, thanks for the nice ack and the promotion...I will do my best to wear that hat well! (Think it does come naturally to me...:blush:)

Let's give good old Gadfly the credit for writing the tentacles of God along with Sparks of Light, I just remembered it and applied it here to this ongoing conversation...:thumbsup:
 
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