marjiking
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Please go to post number 4 where this important story has been kindly edited By TrevAnon for ease of reading. M2
hello my name is marjorie king currently 32 years old. this is really hard for me to talk about so bare with me. okay i was 5 years old when my mother joined the sea org i'll never forget that time of my life because we packed up everything and moved to sydney, Australia i remember getting there and me my brother and sister were placed in at that time with the cadets we shared a small room up in the attic of this house floors were dirty mold on the walls and was told that our mother would be back soon. 5 months later she showed up and said that she was going away again for awhile (1yr 1/2 later she came back)we spent that day with our mother i remember during that time she was gone us children pretty much did all the cleaning the cooking i remember changing baby diapers and locked at night into our rooms our so called nanny's at the time would beat us if we didn't do what was asked unfortunately i also was sexually abused at the time. i hated it there i looked forward to when my mom finally got her libs which was few and far between i din't have alot of understanding of what was happening to me and why my mom would let these people abuse me and my siblings and of course threatened with physical abuse if i told didn't help.fast forward 4 years of going thru hell. we moved back to the usa ended up in LA yup the official start of the cadet org.at this point i at 9 yrs of age had already been broke down and accepted that living segregated from my parents was normal being my mother was thrown all over from mission work to working for clo which if i'm correct still does currently for the super power expansion project as the head of the treasury department.la cadets i remember the schooling we got there which to say the least was nil most things i remember was the mass punishings in front of the group if our stats were down if we weren't moving fast enough or cleaning to the ridiculus white glove standard. food was some thing to be cherished for me being i was such a down stat and quite often locked up in the beloved boarded rooms for days at a time with bread and water only to eat.i remember trying to break an arm or purposely try to get my self sick enough to get me to iso or even better the hospital just to get away from it all.i remember begging and pleading with my parents to take an aol. not let me go back of course they asked me what was going on and i had to as always lie saying i missed them.i remember all of the "schooling" i got my education at best is very poor.i can read write spell anything else i have no idea being raised in the sea org all i knew growing up was scientology and how to use deliver it. when my mom and dad got transfered to flag hell got even worse for me i remember at age 12 i started to sneak out of the complex late at night and go to the local newsbin and start to read the paper when i got the chance to. i remember being mistreated and abused raped no matter how hard i tried to keep up my stats it it was never good enough i used to get locked up in this room sometimes when i was a down stat aka red and they would have people watch our rooms we weren't allowed to leave to eat or have time to anything it was like the cadet rpf. i use to dream of joining the epf just so i din't have to be subject to the stuff i was going thru there at 12 i got my wish i joined the epf and failed it due to my not finnishing the courses in time at 13 i re did the epf for clo never passed it don't know why.i got use to the way i was being treated as normal. at 14 i started cutting myself for a way out of sea org purposely said i wanted to kill myself and that i didn't want to be in the sea org.at this point i had read enough forbbiden books newspapers what ever i could get my hands on and realized fully that what was happening in my life was not normal all then the beans started to spill i didn't tell my parents every thing but it was enough to get some changes started with the kids in the sea org my parents opened a full on investigation and well a bunch of us happily life the sea org unfortunately my parents decided to stay in the sea org and dumped my sister and my brother and my self pretty much on our own i got sent to a school for troubled kids which was kinda funny cause i was the goody goody there lol for once i was actually the good kid kinda amazing. i loved it there first time i felt safe year later i got sent to la on my parents last attempt to get me to join the sea org my dumbass joined again left the sea org at 16 got sent to a family friend and well took courses worked for the seattle org and the bellevue mission till i was 18 and officially left the church when i got dumped on my ass at 18 on the streets. having no education job skillz real world life skillz i ended up being homeless and learned the ways of the real world.for quite some time got addicted to meth coke and booze used to deal with my past.over the years i have struggled with being homeless not having the skillz to maintain a job.gone thru extensive psychiatric counseling to help deal with my past and it's effects currently on disability due to the mental state in which my mind has been damaged i deal now with emotional problems communication problems trust issues all in all best way to describe it is a major depressive disorder with anti social and psychotic features with a mood disorder. but today i'm okay i have a very understanding fiance a wonderful daughter i deal with the damage everyday done to me. i'm know i missed a bunch of stuff but some things i'm just not comfortable sharing but all in all that is my story.
hello my name is marjorie king currently 32 years old. this is really hard for me to talk about so bare with me. okay i was 5 years old when my mother joined the sea org i'll never forget that time of my life because we packed up everything and moved to sydney, Australia i remember getting there and me my brother and sister were placed in at that time with the cadets we shared a small room up in the attic of this house floors were dirty mold on the walls and was told that our mother would be back soon. 5 months later she showed up and said that she was going away again for awhile (1yr 1/2 later she came back)we spent that day with our mother i remember during that time she was gone us children pretty much did all the cleaning the cooking i remember changing baby diapers and locked at night into our rooms our so called nanny's at the time would beat us if we didn't do what was asked unfortunately i also was sexually abused at the time. i hated it there i looked forward to when my mom finally got her libs which was few and far between i din't have alot of understanding of what was happening to me and why my mom would let these people abuse me and my siblings and of course threatened with physical abuse if i told didn't help.fast forward 4 years of going thru hell. we moved back to the usa ended up in LA yup the official start of the cadet org.at this point i at 9 yrs of age had already been broke down and accepted that living segregated from my parents was normal being my mother was thrown all over from mission work to working for clo which if i'm correct still does currently for the super power expansion project as the head of the treasury department.la cadets i remember the schooling we got there which to say the least was nil most things i remember was the mass punishings in front of the group if our stats were down if we weren't moving fast enough or cleaning to the ridiculus white glove standard. food was some thing to be cherished for me being i was such a down stat and quite often locked up in the beloved boarded rooms for days at a time with bread and water only to eat.i remember trying to break an arm or purposely try to get my self sick enough to get me to iso or even better the hospital just to get away from it all.i remember begging and pleading with my parents to take an aol. not let me go back of course they asked me what was going on and i had to as always lie saying i missed them.i remember all of the "schooling" i got my education at best is very poor.i can read write spell anything else i have no idea being raised in the sea org all i knew growing up was scientology and how to use deliver it. when my mom and dad got transfered to flag hell got even worse for me i remember at age 12 i started to sneak out of the complex late at night and go to the local newsbin and start to read the paper when i got the chance to. i remember being mistreated and abused raped no matter how hard i tried to keep up my stats it it was never good enough i used to get locked up in this room sometimes when i was a down stat aka red and they would have people watch our rooms we weren't allowed to leave to eat or have time to anything it was like the cadet rpf. i use to dream of joining the epf just so i din't have to be subject to the stuff i was going thru there at 12 i got my wish i joined the epf and failed it due to my not finnishing the courses in time at 13 i re did the epf for clo never passed it don't know why.i got use to the way i was being treated as normal. at 14 i started cutting myself for a way out of sea org purposely said i wanted to kill myself and that i didn't want to be in the sea org.at this point i had read enough forbbiden books newspapers what ever i could get my hands on and realized fully that what was happening in my life was not normal all then the beans started to spill i didn't tell my parents every thing but it was enough to get some changes started with the kids in the sea org my parents opened a full on investigation and well a bunch of us happily life the sea org unfortunately my parents decided to stay in the sea org and dumped my sister and my brother and my self pretty much on our own i got sent to a school for troubled kids which was kinda funny cause i was the goody goody there lol for once i was actually the good kid kinda amazing. i loved it there first time i felt safe year later i got sent to la on my parents last attempt to get me to join the sea org my dumbass joined again left the sea org at 16 got sent to a family friend and well took courses worked for the seattle org and the bellevue mission till i was 18 and officially left the church when i got dumped on my ass at 18 on the streets. having no education job skillz real world life skillz i ended up being homeless and learned the ways of the real world.for quite some time got addicted to meth coke and booze used to deal with my past.over the years i have struggled with being homeless not having the skillz to maintain a job.gone thru extensive psychiatric counseling to help deal with my past and it's effects currently on disability due to the mental state in which my mind has been damaged i deal now with emotional problems communication problems trust issues all in all best way to describe it is a major depressive disorder with anti social and psychotic features with a mood disorder. but today i'm okay i have a very understanding fiance a wonderful daughter i deal with the damage everyday done to me. i'm know i missed a bunch of stuff but some things i'm just not comfortable sharing but all in all that is my story.
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Marjiking, your story of your childhood brought tears to my eyes, thank you for being so brave and telling us about it, as awful as any of the ones I have read over the years *sadness*, I hope you will find comfort and friendship here, and your life now is complete and full of love.
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to you!
