Sharon ~
Being posted as a messenger at your tender age against your will, taking away your power of choice and your father disconnecting from you are very hard experiences that no one should have to endure. I am very sorry they happened.
The destruction of the Jentzsch family has been a series of actions directly emanating from Miscavige by his order, by his hand.
An example of this is Alexander finally being granted a half day meeting with his father in october 2011.
Alexander craved to spend time with his Dad. He called himself "The Boy without a dad."
In his excitement that he was going to see Heber, he purchased a business suit which was VERY VERY expensive as he wanted to look successful.
He flew to Los Angeles.
At the last moment, Miscavige prevented Heber from coming down to Los Angeles.
Alexander went back to Dallas bitterly disappointed.
A few months later he was dead.
He never did get to see Heber ever again.
He was not permitted to see me as a Declared SP.
OSA actually spun it around that I was "refusing to do Steps A to E"
and therefore I was disconnecting from him, when all I had to do was A to E,
So Alexander revealed to a close friend of his.
Alexander got to be with his father maybe 11 times in 15 years.
This is very personal with Miscavige and myself.
It is not what Hubbard did or didn't do in relation to the destruction of my family and the death of my son.
The whole thing played out directly under Miscavige orders.
Please be gentle with me at this time.
Again, I am so very sorry for the way your life happened against your power of choice.
I do sympathize with you Karen, I really do.
However, like it or not It was not Miscavige that created the Sea Org, the disconnection policy, Suppressive persons,or the A-E steps to become in good standing and therefore allowed to talk to your children.
Think about that "
allowed to talk to your children"? Who on earth has the right to decide whether or not you can talk to your own children? L. Ron Hubbard thought that one up. David Miscavige was following orders, just like all good scientologists do.
I am not giving David Miscavige any slack here, because he doesn't deserve any, but what I am saying is if Alexander had not been brought up in Scientology he wouldn't have believed in all this nonsense and would not have disconnected. If Heber had not believed in this nonsense, he would not have spent so little time with his son.
If Children the world over had not been brought up in L. Ron Hubbard's Scientology there would not have been so many needless deaths based on ridiculous beliefs.
I may sound heartless, I am not, but I do believe that If people did not stick so rigidly to LRHs doctrines none of us would even be here fighting about it.David Miscavige did not turn Scientology into what it is today, L. Ron Hubbard did with the help of his believers.Many of those believers are still out there , even out of the so called church, forwarding the party line, it's all David Miscaviges fault.He could never have done it without Hubbard.
I am not trying to upset or hurt you, Karen, but I do think as someone who worked along side Hubbard you could help other ex scientology children and especially those still in by telling the truth about L. Ron Hubbard, so other children do not go through the same thing as Alexander.
Your family tree has a long history of being directly with L. Ron Hubbard.
I know this must be a difficult time for you, so I will bow out for now.