I am a long time lurker, and I have always been interested in Scientology. I have a friend in the church of Scientology, and the more I read about what goes on in the church, the more I worry. I have read just about everything on Scientology that I can get my hands on. I have ordered all of the Books, Downloaded the Materials, Read Dianetics, Read some of the other Leaked Material, etc. And hearing what some of the ex-members have been through literally bothers me at night when I sleep. I have dreams of trying to help Scientologist's find freedom in their life...