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Bea Kiddo

Bea Kiddo

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With all the media about Scn and so forth, I have recently been informed that my story has been "digged". That is cool!

I understand that there may be words used that are not understood by those not in the church. If anyone is interested in understanding the story better, please feel free to send me a PM with any question you have, or just post it on this thread.

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I also want to mention, as it is worthy of note:

Because I have been ex-communicated from the church, I have lost all my friends and my mother and brother, who cannot and will not talk to me until I rectify things with the church.

After dedicating myself for 32 years FULL TIME (which is 13 - 15 hours PER DAY, 7 days a week) to this church, they expect me to pay them over $150,000.00 for training and processing services rendered, and beg for their forgiveness.

I owe NOTHING to this cult. NOTHING.

They have taken: My life, my schooling, let me be repeatedly molested and covered it up, persuaded me to get two abortions and kept me away from my father for 25 years.

My full story is far more detailed. All are welcome to read it. Even my mother. I hope she wakes up to the truth someday.
 
Sharone Stainforth

Sharone Stainforth

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Ex Scientologist Message Board > Scientology discussion topics > My story from ins

This and stories similar should be read again and again by as many people as possible.How can it be called a "Church?"

BUMP
 
Bea Kiddo

Bea Kiddo

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Thank you LLN!!!

Tamasin wrote about why her dad was declared. I thought I should do the same on this thread. Why not?

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My father was ex-communicated from the church and not allowed to see me for over 25 years. What horrible aweful evil thing could he have done that they would impart such a harsh punishment on him? Did he kill someone? Embezzlement? Rape? What?


None of those.

Here is why:

When I was 2 years old, I ended up with the chicken pox and the flu at the same time. My temp was 106 and I was very ill. My father, who worked in the local church, wanted to be with me while I was ill. So he refused to go to work that day.

So the church members got upset and pushy with him and he decided not to be part of the church anymore, because of the way that it was being managed. And he left.

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And that is why I was not in my fathers life and he was not in mine, for over 25 years.

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Scientology needs to PROVE that they dont break up families. Let's see some evidence. Liars.
 
Div6

Div6

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Bea Kiddo said:
Thank you LLN!!!

Tamasin wrote about why her dad was declared. I thought I should do the same on this thread. Why not?

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My father was ex-communicated from the church and not allowed to see me for over 25 years. What horrible aweful evil thing could he have done that they would impart such a harsh punishment on him? Did he kill someone? Embezzlement? Rape? What?


None of those.

Here is why:

When I was 2 years old, I ended up with the chicken pox and the flu at the same time. My temp was 106 and I was very ill. My father, who worked in the local church, wanted to be with me while I was ill. So he refused to go to work that day.

So the church members got upset and pushy with him and he decided not to be part of the church anymore, because of the way that it was being managed. And he left.

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And that is why I was not in my fathers life and he was not in mine, for over 25 years.

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Scientology needs to PROVE that they dont break up families. Let's see some evidence. Liars.
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That hurts. More tears. I go now....
 
lrnobs

lrnobs

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He dared to have a mind of his own, one with common sense. You could have died without his valiant decision.
 
lrnobs

lrnobs

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Thanks Div6. You wanna go hand out tickets? I used to hate being posted outside the local baseball stadium, against the flow of the mad rush at the end of the game, to hand out "invitations" to introductory lectures, when I was thirteen years old. Sheesh, what insanity. What memories of the way we were...
 
Div6

Div6

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lrnobs said:
Thanks Div6. You wanna go hand out tickets? I used to hate being posted outside the local baseball stadium, against the flow of the mad rush at the end of the game, to hand out "invitations" to introductory lectures, when I was thirteen years old. Sheesh, what insanity. What memories of the way we were...
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Been there done that, thank you very much. Handing out "Freedumb" magazines in front of the IRS buildings was always such a special thing to do as well....
 
SchwimmelPuckel

SchwimmelPuckel

Genuine Meatball
By golly! That was some story Bea!

Hmm.. Looks like I haven't been in here commenting on the awesomeness of it.. I have been reading from the first post though! - Awesome, moving, entertaining and enlightening!

:yes:
 
Bea Kiddo

Bea Kiddo

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23,000 views and climbing! Wow. I am speechless....


(Go suck an egg, Alanzo, you will NEVER catch up to me now! Ha!!!):whistling:
 
T

Tanstaafl

Crusader
Dulloldfart said:
Nah, you just couldn't win against the armadillo jokes.

Paul
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It's not even a new avatar for him.
The pressure is on as the first 4k-post completion.
People expect new ideas and perspectives.
"That stuff's been rubbed into the ground, man. He needs to come up with some new shit!"
 
Kathy (ImOut)

Kathy (ImOut)

Gold Meritorious Patron
Bea Kiddo,

I just spent the morning reading all of your posts on this thread (and a few of the replies). It's an amazing story and I thank you for sharing it with us. You may not be "educated" but you sure got the smarts.

I did not grow up in SCN, got in in my early 20s. But I too was basically abandoned by my mom. Parents were divorced and I was not allowed to see my father. It's not just SO parents that abandon their kids. There are just some people that shouldn't be parents.

I have found the love I missed as a child thru friends. Thankfully, I have had the "good fortune" to acquire some amazing friends in my life. Some that stuck by me even though I was a SCN for close to 20 years. And thankfully I never listened to the church and disconnected from my friends or my father (who I was constantly told to disconnect from). My dad and I did finally form a somewhat normal relationship the last few years before he died.

Thank you, again, for sharing your story. When did you get out? Or did I miss that?
 
Bea Kiddo

Bea Kiddo

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May 2004.

I called my mom last week, who is a Sea Org member. Of course she was not available. She did not have my phone number, so I left that for her. I just wanted to tell her I love her.

But she didnt call back.

And I doubt she ever will.

But just like Jenna said, I hardly know my parents anyway. The people who were like my parents in the Sea Org all passed away from cancer.

So I have hardened myself to just deal with it.

I have no expectations of my mother coming to say hi. And I think if she did, it would just be the church trying to disprove something, not because my mom actually wants to talk and visit with me. And as soon as all the media attention are gone, she would again be gone.

Its BS, this church.
 
C

Cavalier

Patron
I've been on here reading some of the personal stories because I wanted to try to get my head around the whole concept. I know what I've read over the years - pro and con - but didn't know what people who had been born into it (or anyone else in it) had gone through.

I am not ex-scientology. (Reminds me of McCarthy-era "I am not now, nor have I ever been a member.", lol)

I haven't even finished reading your story yet, but I joined because I want to thank you. Thank you so much for having the courage to post all of this. Hopefully, putting it all "out there" helped you. It certainly enlightened me.
 
Giuseppe

Giuseppe

Patron with Honors
Savanna Bannana said:
I remember reading those references in Pilot form when I was on the RPF. We had one guy on the program and I got picked as the running IC. My runee(?), PC(?)eventually kept running right off the RPF:ohmy:
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Savanna, you knows Jean? It cannot remember its last name, hair greyish of the salt-and-pepper. Real pleasant Mrs., always had some great histories, made me the good feeling inside after that that she has a colloquy with it (talking).

She was in at INT for the majority of her SO career, and said me that she was in the running program and one day she got fed up with the INT RPF and she kept on running. Hemet to LA? Perhaps not, maybe took the bus instead.

I think that she was in GOLD. She spoke on being a witch in a preceding life. She and another witch battle to the death many times on many lives, and has catchphrase "GOTCHA".

A time that said me that it jumped until the attack to another witch and when was airlift in its pull, to another witch turned her into stone (rock). Well, witch, ' GOTCHA said ' and they fell ontop of the one of the other both died.:clap:
 
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