Mimsey Borogrove
Crusader
Ok. I have had several varieties of results on solo nots:
A) I locate a "BT" - get some responses and the correct needle phenomena. But little com back from them.
B) I locate a "BT" and get next to no com back - I make up answers for them assuming I was unable to hear them - and still get the correct needle phenomena ( the great bulk of my solo nots was like this)
C) A few, I got real communication back from them. These experience made me believe it, solo nots, was for real
D) some seemed to be dub-in.
E) I had some blow and have had a real concrete change in my universe (like a chronic blocked perception turning on)
F) Being able to have a location in my space read on the needle (and I could do this way back in my first sessions as a pc back in the 60's)
I tended to think that, as a result of the correct needle responses and the occasional, but rare, live communication that BTs were real. C) E) and F) tended to prove to me BTs are real.
Then there the things that go on in real life that one could attribute to BTs
A) pictures tuning on in life, most unwanted.
B) songs stuck in my head - it's all about that base-no treble etc.
C)voices in my head
D) dwelling on things that my attention was stuck on - repeating things in my mind I wanted to tell someone over and over.
E) If I am too late going to bed there are loud noises and explosions ( or gun shots) in my head
F) Dreams?
But.
What if there were no BT's to explain this away with?
I have had past life recalls and exteriorizations prior to being involved with Scientology. That makes me an adherent to the spiritual side of man - and that he is more than a body.
It struck me - that if these things were not attributable to BT's, where else could they come from? And what the hell was I doing on the level all those years?
I twigged - it could all be attributed to past beingnesses I had in previous lives. Something happens and the past personality pipes up. "WOW - She's hot hot hot." "Oh god I'm gonna lose my ass on this one" Or presents a picture. Or a feeling. Or a mystery pain. Or a sound - like my cell phone ringing (when it's not)
So, what are you actually doing on solo nots if there is no such thing as BTs? What are you auditing? Attempting to discard past beingnesses, personalities, viewpoints? Getting rid of part of yourself?
What if the great Hubbard misidentified these demons in his head as BT's, other entities, GE's etc when they were just his past personalities manifestating themselves? He's been yammering about them since Book one. I'm certain the things I listed above plagued him and proved to him the rightness of OT 3 and nots and BTs.
What does the great man say is the basis of nots? Misidentification and misownership. So. He misowned his own past personalites, and he misidentified them as beings other than himself. And fucked himself, and the rest of us, up.
Mimsey
A) I locate a "BT" - get some responses and the correct needle phenomena. But little com back from them.
B) I locate a "BT" and get next to no com back - I make up answers for them assuming I was unable to hear them - and still get the correct needle phenomena ( the great bulk of my solo nots was like this)
C) A few, I got real communication back from them. These experience made me believe it, solo nots, was for real
D) some seemed to be dub-in.
E) I had some blow and have had a real concrete change in my universe (like a chronic blocked perception turning on)
F) Being able to have a location in my space read on the needle (and I could do this way back in my first sessions as a pc back in the 60's)
I tended to think that, as a result of the correct needle responses and the occasional, but rare, live communication that BTs were real. C) E) and F) tended to prove to me BTs are real.
Then there the things that go on in real life that one could attribute to BTs
A) pictures tuning on in life, most unwanted.
B) songs stuck in my head - it's all about that base-no treble etc.
C)voices in my head
D) dwelling on things that my attention was stuck on - repeating things in my mind I wanted to tell someone over and over.
E) If I am too late going to bed there are loud noises and explosions ( or gun shots) in my head
F) Dreams?
But.
What if there were no BT's to explain this away with?
I have had past life recalls and exteriorizations prior to being involved with Scientology. That makes me an adherent to the spiritual side of man - and that he is more than a body.
It struck me - that if these things were not attributable to BT's, where else could they come from? And what the hell was I doing on the level all those years?
I twigged - it could all be attributed to past beingnesses I had in previous lives. Something happens and the past personality pipes up. "WOW - She's hot hot hot." "Oh god I'm gonna lose my ass on this one" Or presents a picture. Or a feeling. Or a mystery pain. Or a sound - like my cell phone ringing (when it's not)
So, what are you actually doing on solo nots if there is no such thing as BTs? What are you auditing? Attempting to discard past beingnesses, personalities, viewpoints? Getting rid of part of yourself?
What if the great Hubbard misidentified these demons in his head as BT's, other entities, GE's etc when they were just his past personalities manifestating themselves? He's been yammering about them since Book one. I'm certain the things I listed above plagued him and proved to him the rightness of OT 3 and nots and BTs.
What does the great man say is the basis of nots? Misidentification and misownership. So. He misowned his own past personalites, and he misidentified them as beings other than himself. And fucked himself, and the rest of us, up.
Mimsey