Gadfly
Crusader
Dear HH,
Thank you for your Goodwill and kind spirit.
I understand that Message boards have their own culture and expect debate and
response and so on.
Therefore it was inappropriate of me to have selected a Message Board forum when I had no desire to "play by the rules" or what was expected of me. The fault was mine, and I am responsible. I think I did *try* ~~ My early posts coming out, I did try harder than most Indies to mingle some.
But when all is said and done, I had to follow my purpose which is to whistle blow on abuses, (to bring an end to them) not to sword fence which can naturally occur in a free-for-all forum.
I am busy as a bee in the Art world ...this is the busiest season of all.
I will emerge on the Internet in 2012 in a way more effective way.
I will always be grateful for the new and *special* friendships made by so many who showed me such kindness back channels (even though they did agree with my beliefs) and especially Emma.
Have a great time over the holidays.
love
Karen
Karen, I would like to point out that I also rarely "debate", much less have an actual "conversation". Now, yes, I do sometimes, but for the most part what I do is post what I think about something. I might do so in repsonse to a post, I might start a thread, or I might go off on some tangent. I tend to use existing posts and threads as springboards to express my own observations about Hubbard or Scientology.
I don't think these boards function much as "discussion", no matter what they might be called. Posters say what they think, and other posters respond with what they think. Sometimes that "appears" to be a discussion.

"Debate" almost NEVER occurs.
So, really, as I see it, you fit in JUST FINE.
I don't expect others to answer anything, and really, for me, I come here to get "inspired" by what I see in other posts. Generally, I use existing posts to prod my memories, or stream of associations, so as to nudge me into thinking along some avenue.
People "use" ESMB for many different reasons. Your reason is your reason, and I have NEVER seen any problem with it. This place will be all the poorer without you.

If you ever decide to smile again in our direction with your EXCELLENT write-ups, I will appreciate it.
I suppose I can be hard on people who still adhere to a bit too much of Hubbard, but we were each THERE at some point. I do understand.

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