Escalus
Patron Meritorious
There are other stories, but this story ends here.
My last auditing session finished on what is known as a "red tag." I also blew from post. By everything we were told, I should have spun in so bad by now - 33 years later - that I'd be sick, dead, degraded, or otherwise physically or spiritually ruined. None of those things have ever happened, and all I have to do is look at myself now and compare what I was by the time I had decoded to leave - and there is no comparison.
This is the entire basis of my belief that whatever it is that is happening when one applies the "tech" to themselves is not what Hubbard said it was. Something is happening, I am told objectively over and over, but I repeat - you have no foundation to say why that is so outside of your experience, nor has it been duplicated independently. The only tests to determine the existence of an "engram" as Dianetics describes it were negative. Nobody can do the parlor tricks of OT, and nobody who was OT who died has ever, to anybody's knowledge, come out of the womb in the next life with full awareness of themselves from last lifetime.
Jason Beghe wants somebody to show him a motherfuckin Clear. And so do I.
I am doing what I can to help Anonymous, the Critics, and the Old Guard, expose Scientology to the world. There are people who would be happy to see it "reformed", or once David Miscavige is out of the way, hope it can have a rebirth.
Personally I would like to see it implode, bury itself, and become yet another piece of drek on the ash heap of history.
And anyone who will dismiss that opinion by saying it is merely "charge" would miss that read. It's more like intention, to use a phrase more understandable to the recidivists.
In the meantime, thanks for reading. Hope to meet some of you sometime.
My last auditing session finished on what is known as a "red tag." I also blew from post. By everything we were told, I should have spun in so bad by now - 33 years later - that I'd be sick, dead, degraded, or otherwise physically or spiritually ruined. None of those things have ever happened, and all I have to do is look at myself now and compare what I was by the time I had decoded to leave - and there is no comparison.
This is the entire basis of my belief that whatever it is that is happening when one applies the "tech" to themselves is not what Hubbard said it was. Something is happening, I am told objectively over and over, but I repeat - you have no foundation to say why that is so outside of your experience, nor has it been duplicated independently. The only tests to determine the existence of an "engram" as Dianetics describes it were negative. Nobody can do the parlor tricks of OT, and nobody who was OT who died has ever, to anybody's knowledge, come out of the womb in the next life with full awareness of themselves from last lifetime.
Jason Beghe wants somebody to show him a motherfuckin Clear. And so do I.
I am doing what I can to help Anonymous, the Critics, and the Old Guard, expose Scientology to the world. There are people who would be happy to see it "reformed", or once David Miscavige is out of the way, hope it can have a rebirth.
Personally I would like to see it implode, bury itself, and become yet another piece of drek on the ash heap of history.
And anyone who will dismiss that opinion by saying it is merely "charge" would miss that read. It's more like intention, to use a phrase more understandable to the recidivists.
In the meantime, thanks for reading. Hope to meet some of you sometime.
