If this is true - and I have absolutely no certainty that anything you are saying is even slightly the truth, you are more fucked up than I originally thought you were (from back in the ars days). See I thought Truth Seeker might have been a hard core, "gung ho" trained Sea Org OSA agent who was brainwashed/indoctrinated in an atmosphere of fear & degradation. I thought you might have been a geeky 2nd generation Scientologist kid who was struggling to "make it" in the eyes of Gavino Idda or whoever was running the Scieno trolls on ARS. I thought you might not have ever had the opportunity to experience real life outside the cult and might not have known any better. But it seems I was wrong.
Unless you've left out important details, you were never on staff. You were never Sea Org. You were hardly even audited in the church. You had absolutely no excuse for doing what you did. You were just a nasty piece of work who was making lives miserable for absolutely no reason except to make yourself feel useful. You got kicks out of harming others who were just trying to recover from a truly evil cult.
If this whole thing is just another troll then I guess you "got" us and one day, when it all comes out in the wash, I hope you realise how horrible your life has been & do everything you can to not only heal yourself but also help those who you have harmed.
Emma, there is a real Tim Higgs of Maryland and if this is indeed him posting here, there is evidence that he is disabled and in a perpetual state of eviction, owing many, and probably an illegal PC - hence the books and tapes only.
http://casesearch.courts.state.md.us/inquiry/processDisclaimer.jis
The problem is that even AnonSparrow was tricked into believing he was talking with "Tim Higgs' when it turned out to be Neil Woods, DDS
I remember asking AnonSparrow to make sure this was really Tim and not someone else because of the history on ARS. I told him about the rwal Tim Higgs, his personal financial problems, and asked him to use caution with whoever it was he was speaking to because the nics being used by this supposed Tim Higgs were OSA for sure. Later, AnonSparrow found out it was not Tim Higgs, afterall.
Here are some ARS comments about what happened:
Mar 25 2012 Kat
"Which is quite funny, as Tim Higgs messaged Anonsparrow on the DC forums from the same IP as Truthseekers years of posts to ARS, an IP that traced to Neal Wood's Salisbury Maryland chiropractic office in the vicinity of Civic Street and Spring Ave. The same IP was also linked to phone harassment of Tory, at one point. "
http://groups.google.com/group/alt.religion.scientology/msg/987d0225415b62e8?hl=en
Kat Nov 2010
"Truth Seeker was outed by the anonymous DC cell when he stalked and
harassed Anonsparrow by phone in the summer of 2009. "
"The IP address from TruthSeeker traces back to Salisbury Maryland in
the vicinity of Civic Street and Spring Ave. Working with local exes
who have amazing googlefu abilities, they found out from the archives
of Lermanet that other intrepid internet searchers had traced
TruthSeeker back to Salisbury Maryland in 2006 on Spring Ave.
http://ocmb.lermanet.us/discussion/viewtopic.php?t=66 The weird thing
is, this area is mostly strip malls and stores.
But guess who owns a Chiropractic Office in that exact plaza? OT8 ,
Mr. Neil Woods. At the same time he was phoning Sparrow, he was
posting PMs on the DC message board and here on ARS discussing his
communications with Sparrow by phone. That phone number, when traced,
went back to Mr Wood's address.
Truth Seeker is either working directly for the cult itself or has
taken it upon himself to manipulate ARS on his own (which I doubt). He
is either Mr Woods himself or a scientologist working in his office.
When confronted with the fact that we knew who he was and had pictures
of Woods, Tim Higgs (as he was calling himself to Sparrow) suddenly
broke off all mature conversation, refused to meet with Sparrow and
continued to harass him via youtube well into may of this year.
.Lily is working with Truth Seeker to fuck with the heads of people on
this board. By all means people, think for yourselves. Be free, be
happy, be informed. If you have doubts about the CoS or Scientology,
explore them. The truly evil people on ARS who mean to run you in
circles or get information out of you are pretty obvious, such as in
the case of the OP."
https://groups.google.com/forum/?fromgroups#!searchin/alt.religion.scientology/kat,$20truthseeker,$20tim$20higgs/alt.religion.scientology/zM0W9gaHpf8/PWrhbOtb2sEJ
This Masterfabian is reminicent of the Truthseeker of ARS. Whether his real name is Tim Higgs or Neil Woods, DDS is not the issue. Its the trolling, which is historically significant. Don't allow to happen here as happened on ARS, when as a last resort, OSA brought in real troll to help Truthseeker 'Tim Higgs" and Lily out in drowing out the good messages at ARS.